John and I visited Christmas lights last night
Me and John took a cute picture in Kohl’s.
This is John, my boyfriend. I never thought I could crush so hard.
This picture is from our first photo-op as a couple. I was infatuated with this boy. I had never been so happy, nor had I ever crushed so hard. It’s so weird to think that here we are, almost 13 months later and things are so different. The “honeymoon” bliss is gone and now we have to work at things daily. We’re still here though; we’re both still trying. 
They always tell you as you’re growing up how relationships should be. My view on them? Was slightly twisted before you. I don’t think I really understood relationships entirely until I met you. You point out the bad in me. You make me feel like shit about myself when needed. You’re always open with me. I am still trying to pry open the parts of me that I sealed shut so long ago. I am still showing you the person I’ve become the last few years, too. Time, that’s all that I ask for. 

  • I’m needy.
  • I get jealous.
  • I like to spend time with just you and me.
  • I like technology, but I hate it.
  • Sometimes, I’d enjoy picnicking. 
  • I want to go hiking.
  • I like to go exploring —explore with me.
  • Hold my hand.
  • Don’t make me ask you to kiss me..just do it.
  • I try to put you in front of my needs, but only when my needs are not of particular importance.
  • I’m a hypocrite. 
  • I aspire to be something great.
  • You make me question my beliefs, which I belief is good.

Posted: 8 months ago
Remember Shaun? Well he came to visit me this weekend. I love that goofy kid more than I think even he knows.
A love like this is priceless.
Someone come take cute couple pictures with me tho :(
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